For many years I kept going to different therapists trying to forgive my mother for wounding me. I knew I had to forgive & I wanted to forgive her, but I just couldn’t feel it to my heart. When I started to understand what happened to my mother during her childhood, compassion started to emerge. That was the beginning of my forgiveness towards her.
When I was going through menopause, I realized I was having the same hormonal imbalance with emotional breakdowns & reactions as my mother did. Then, I finally understood. I couldn’t connect the forgiveness from my head to my heart, until I realized the lessons and experienced empathy.
I completed a course called “Radical Forgiveness” with Colin Tipping. It was intense! I was able to completely forgive. Divine intervention showed up. I rescued my mother from the wildfires in Escondido in 2003 & I brought her to Los Angeles with me. We bonded in a deeper way than ever before. I fell in love with my 83 year-old mom.
We held hands & I felt her heart open. Pure love was felt for the first time in my heart for her. It was so deep because I truly forgave her for her humanness. She died 8 weeks later. She was not well & I truly believe she waited for forgiveness. I was by her side, I sang love songs to her & did Reiki as she passed over in peace.
What I know is that everybody is doing the best they can for the amount of light & love they have at the time. Knowing this can make it easier for us to forgive one another & especially ourselves.
In February I will be gifting you a forgiveness process that is very powerful. We will doing this by teleconference. So keep an eye out for an email very soon!